Storm clouds on this beach?

Job politics really sucks. We have two managers and no workers. I was hired being told that my predecessor was going to another project. In the course of my being trained by him, I asked him where he was going! He got very upset, since he was actually being fired! Then he went to the customer and complained. I was supposed to hire my team as the project progressed. Now we have two managers and no workers!

My life's beach has a storm coming on!

On the other hand there is a silver lining in these clouds --

• I have met my mate and she is the most wonderful person in the world.
• My son turned 17 at 4:20 AM this morning.

So, is my life a beach or not? I am confused. I feel like the sun is shining, but the water is cold.